What do you want me to do?
Stand there and be like you?
How can I justify to you what I do,
When you’ll just toss me aside, like the rest, too.
This game of tug and war
Is making me go insane.
The times we spend together,
Weren’t the memories supposed to last forever?
You were never a lover,
But a friend that was supposed
To be here when I needed cover.
I know you’ll never stop to read this,
You’ll just pass on through.
I suppose that’s why I write for me,
And not you.
I am a social outcast,
And you’re with the in crowd,
But I thought being an individual
Meant staying unique,
You’re bipolar, insane.
I can’t grasp the concept of your mood swings.
What did I ever do?
What didn’t I do?
Please tell me
So, that I may forgive you.
You’ll be my best friend again.
Things can’t just go back to the way things were,
But I know that if you just help me mend it,
Maybe I won’t have to cry anymore.
Those endless nights I stay awake,
I could never burden a line with them on your face.
The dreams I had of you telling me you hated me,
Will never pass my lips, you see.
For you don’t understand what I went through,
And I’m not asking you to.
Just stop with this incessant confusion,
And let us be friends again.